~ pink sunshine. *

the hell i live knowing so much dreams won't come true.

here's a song for this certain someone i decided to let go. you know why? there's nothing much left. i'm not throwing it away. i just figured that it would do us both good if i just walk away from this. i would get on with my life and you'd get on with yours. i've caused you enough trouble so i'm just gonna drop it. it's all in God's hands now. i know the path he wants me to take and i'm not liking it very much. even then, i have to. i just have to. there's nothing else i could do.

here's your freedom. i never owned it anyway. i wish you peace of mind and acceptence, and all the good stuff in life. i wish you the best things so that you'd just forget everything that happened between us. it was just a stupid lie. forget it. it's been six months and by this time we should've forgotten everything that happened.

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

~avril lavigne, my happy ending

you let my hand melt into yours and i thought it was love.

the hell i live knowing so much dreams won't come true
so much was lost when i found you.

hope was everything at the moment. now hope has left me to let go of you and let you fly...

posted by ~* sowelu @ 9:45 PM