living in a new day
[:music:] giving it all away - ashlee[:mood :] weird
maybe not so much of a good day but at least i know very well i am living in a new day.
well anyways, i've been thinking a lot again and i was having some tiny doubts about myself...but then i know and i'm totally convonced that i'm fine now. an annoyance hit me this afternoon on the form of two people whom i shall not name. the first person,...i dunno...i have no friggin idea why the hell i was so annoyed at her when she wean't doing anything to me! gawd! but hell it disapeared anyways coz of the other annoyance i had which in fact brought me to the point of tears. mad tears. i have never falt so annoyed an frustrated in my whole life. i just can't believe Ross would be so senseless to even try that with me! hello!? what's the point? if you're trying to test some stupid psychological theory on me well i'm not some stupid lab rat okay? i'm a person if you haven't thought about it. know what's even more annoying? the fact that you had the guts to get mad. you do not know to even respect other people's rights and you get mad? come on, Ross, i thought you were really bright. but hell. i don't wanna care anymore. i had a headache after crying the hell outta me. which was kinda funny though. *sigh*
anyways, sheena and i are talking through text right now. i miss that girl. then there's jane whom i haven't heard of for a long time now. hm.
i've been a bad girl lately, not reading school material and such. damn. yesterday was my tita's birthday and myk and ellen were over here at the house for the little celebration. zyreen and myk were having a real bonding time while i was like, err... but it was cute to watch them..i can't believe myk's patence with her. i mean, zyreen is just a brat and i dunno how he was like so patient to the point that they understood each other. wah dun wanna think about it...:) point is, they were really cute. *aaww...*
hm. i wanna watch tv but i'm also sleepy. i might be logging out in a few and be back later. see yawl around..:)
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