words don't come easily
i just wrote a poem. :) it's posted in my poetry blog. hehe..la lng proud ako. ayun. inaantok na ko. will sleep in a while. july 1 na. ano ba yan.i've been thinking of what to give him for his birthday. i have no friggin idea. gawd.
lavender: i meant na..prng now..kahit positive mejo naiinis prn ako sa kanya..
lavender: and malamang kase i havent forgiven him pa db...pero so far ok nmn e....i think....
unpretty: it doesnt have to happen all at once.
unpretty: you're taking your time and thats great
unpretty: what does
unpretty: keep it sweet
unpretty: mean?
lavender: san mo nakita?
lavender: sa blog ko?
unpretty: no.
unpretty: you said it, before.
unpretty: sabi mo sabi ni krystle.
lavender: yah. sabi nya yan. keep it sweet and innocent.
lavender: kahit wala na kaming bahid ng innocence
lavender: it means
unpretty: oh.
unpretty: well val, i've never seen you handle things like this easily
lavender: na..prang hayaan ko lang na maging friends kami ulet. let things go back to normal, the way it was before all the things that happened. then maybe i could forgive him when i see the good in him again..dun papasok ung sinabi ni ross na be careful. kase when everytrhing goes back to us being frinds...there should be precaution na on my side..kase alam ko na kng anong pwede mangyare
unpretty: with such grace.
lavender: naks thanks...
unpretty: ross is right, plus, seeing good in him has limitations too.
lavender: like?
unpretty: seeing good in him. see the good side of him pero you dont have to look beyond the superficial kasi, you might fall.
unpretty: again.
lavender: yes yes. yun nga e. before i misinterpreted what i saw. now i know na whats the meaning of whatever good i see in him.
unpretty: great!
lavender: i have to see him again as an individual, as a friend. as a fellow la sallian.
lavender: and take into consideration
lavender: na tao din shang nagkakamali
lavender: at nasasaktan
unpretty: nakanam!!! as a fellow lasallian!
unpretty: haha.
lavender: at higit sa lahat..
lavender: marunong magmalasakit.
unpretty: tao din syang nagkakamali. tama. marunong magmalasakit, tama.
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an excerpt from the conversation unpretty and i had just a while ago. makes sense, doesn't it? :)
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