just another poem..you wouldn't give a damn anyways
::music:: leaving song - stephen speaks::mood :: sad. :(
keep staring at the mirror
begging for change
desperately reaching out
for something real to hold on to
something i could feel
something like freedom
something that isn't too surreal.
i've traded in shadows for a little warmth
a few tears for the rain
and then i realize that it's all the same.
our lies become our truth now
and this i have to live by.
there's not much to hang on to
unless i depend on faded memories
that won't let me go.
why can't i just walk away?
when everything's pulling at me
all at the same time
i can't think
i can't feel anymore
coz it's always you that's there
whether or not i decide to try
even for a while, to let you go
and let you fly.
i've tried to forget you
i've tried to hate you
i've tried to deny you
and i've tried to be true
but hell why do i keep on coming back.
when i look at you straight in the eye
i see more than just you
i see something i've lost
i see something i thought
i've already forgotten.
i see the real you i loved,
and everything else i ever wanted.
no title as usual. hehe. post a comment tell me what you think..
[edit] excerpt from my other blog..para lang maging public..:) *prng yung isang blog ko di public*
wala lang. i'd just like to take time and appreciate Rika for all the support she has given me this whole term that has passed. it really means a lot for me coz..imagine...Rika and i..we weren't really that close until..just recently..i mean, i think she was the last one in our kada that i got really close with...i don't usually tell her stories and the like so there isn't really any solid basis for our friendshiop except probably our classes together. what i really like about her though is that i she didn't have to know everything for her to understand what i was feeling. and for me, that was just really like..wow. coz sometimes it's so hard to make people understand how you feel..so hard to explain yourself without being judged as the wrong person..Rika on the other hand...well..iba siya e. she could easily understand what i feel without me telling her and i think that is like the most awesome thing about her. rika simply rocks. and gawd i am so very very thankful for this term coz it gave me a chance to really know her...yung kalibugan niya and everything. wala lang. it's just feels so nice when people suddenly like appreciate you and support you no matter how wrong or right you are, no matter how many mistakes you've done. *sigh*
Rika, super thanks for everything. grabe. i must admit i was surprised..pero what's important is that anjan ka for me as well as i am for you. thank you so much. abot langit pasasalamat ko sayo. :)
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same goes for Svet. you guys know by now na friends na kami and grabe..we so get along very well. another surprise for me. not that i expected us to like..cat fight or something. but this girl turned out to be soooo sweet and so friendly to the point akala mo plastic pala siya..hindi pala..astig nga e. pero she's super bait and super caring talaga *oo ang conyo ko* and i appreciate her a lot kase she'd like take time off her busy schedule just to call me on her cellphone pa! *yabang talaga ng mga nakaline! haha joke* pero di nga...astig di ba? parang for a nbew friend to call you up out of the blue just because namimiss ka niya..wala lang. it means a lot lang to me. :)
Svet, salamat sa lahat. grabe ka. astig. :) sana mas maging close pa tayo..ingat ka lage ayt? :) ya rawk, girl.
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