~ pink sunshine. *

::music:: Broken by Seether and Amy Lee
::mood :: *refer to the song*

i'm doing my final mp right now and i'm kinda looking for ward to the next few days...specially on saturday..rotc graduation!!! and i'm sure gonna miss those girls..sigh..funny how the term's coming to an emd and i realize how much everything has changed yet again..how sad. it was all so simple then...now we're all tangled up in this weird *endless* mess that i can't seem to get out of. oh well...people are saying that i am paranoid...well i think i am. i've been finding it very hard to trust people nowadays, it's weird. i feel like people are either if not mocking me behind my back, they're hating me and stuff...yeah i am paranoid, ain't i? oh well. things have been too rough, that's all. i can't wait for a new term to start. either that or a long break which will be like, far from now. as far as i know i won't be having any summer coz i'm attending summer classes for fili/jpriz and anmath2...shiyet..sucks...well there. and i've been doing a lot of thinking lately..er..i always do but the hell..yeah so i've been thinking of post college plans..and plans for the now. i'm gonna start writing again one of these days. i feel like grabbing a pen and writing random stuff..if not a pen then a computer..hehe..there. this afternoon i made a new wallpaper which you can view here. it's got a poem in it..random stuff, really. something i suddenly got the urge to write after a while..

anyways, i better get back to my mp..i've got to update my other fallen blog..wah..updated all three blogs today..cool... :) ciao!

posted by ~* sowelu @ 9:05 PM