Wednesday, October 20, 2004

life is a road i wanna keep going

[:music:] senti stuff from kitel and eunice
[:mood :] senti nga e..

after everything that happened in the past few days i came to realize that i have to have more faith in the real things around me. these emotions tht try to break me are merely that--emotions. i should be stronger than that. i should know how to be grounded on what's real and what's merely concluded by the eyes.

it feels sad and at the same time serene that i have come to see the difference between what is real and what is just an illusion created by my overactive brain. i've finally seen the dark and i'm leaving the place of hate. i'm beginning to see God's point in all this. i'm beginning to realize that i am stronger than these emotions and that i have to transcend all pain.

communication works wonders for two people. svet and i had quite a long conversation and i'm glad that we talked about things i never thought i could talk about to her. :) i'm finding my trust in her again and it's good to be back in good terms with her.

i have to trust again. i have to believe the sincerity he has and i'm finding it really hard. i'm finding it hard coz it hurts me to know that i lost my trust in you when i'm not supposed to. i'm hanging on to this faith.

genuine friendship is built on disclosure.

and i believed in the light after dark. :) now's the time to fly. *and no, i won't be leaving anyone behind. :)*

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