Sunday, October 24, 2004

sunshine

[:music:] better off - ashlee
[:mood :] hungry

so what? i'm better off everyday, when i'm standing in the pouring rain, i think of you and everything's alright...

one thing i have to remember. nakakapagod rin mainis. i mean, really. that's why this week i have to put all my feelings aside coz it's midterms week and i can't let them get into mah nerves, right? i've screwed up three out of four terms and i can't let that happen again.

kahapon i saw them kahit sabi niya di siya papasok kasi she's not feeling well. ok lang. ano pa ba magagawa ko? wala. eh yun. la na yun. kung masama man loob ko kahapon yun. ngayon? heh. nakakasawa na mainis eh hindi naman nirerecognize na naiinis ka so..yun. sayang lang energy mo. hay. lintek. yang introdb pala namin..yun na rin gagawin namin sa java-01! magsusuggest na nga rin ako kay sir kung pwede yun na rin yung isubmit para isang project lang gagawin da ba? la lng.

anyways, it's sunday again..and i can't wait til christmas. maybe i just need a break from them. ang weird kasi..pag di ko siya nakikita hinahanap ko. pag anjan gusto ko hagisan ng kung ano mang mabigat na bagay. haha! weird.

bakit sunshine yung title ng post ko? kase...ayan. maaraw e. saka...despite all the !@#$^&* i'm feeling, umaaraw parin. parang...sinasabi sakin na despite all the hardships i'm gonna be happy again. weird no? wala lang. maybe i should stop caring nalang about it..about them. bahala na. ayoko kasi ng ganun. yung nagpipigil sila just because masasaktan ako. pakshet. duh! e di maging kayo, kung gusto niyo, di yung magpipigil na ewan..nakakirita e. lumalabas tuloy na ako yung kontrabida. bleh! whatever! *hindi ako galet promise.* wala lang share ko lang. :p

ayun..kakain na raw kami. lech nmn gusto ko pa magdrama e. wahahaha..basta you get the point. pipigilan ko magalit. masama yun e. :p *besides, la nmn ako ryt magalit e*

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