random nothingness
it's three am on a monday. in a couple of days i'm gonna be going back to gokonghell and see the tired sleepless eyes of those who wander around its halls. dang...and i said i'm gonna leave this behind?i was pretty certain that i was gonna transfer schools until i took a peek on the sample tuition fees of the other school *no not theotherschooltenmilesawayfromhere ya moron* and saw that it was around ten thousand bucks greater than the tuition fee in my current school. now why am i talking about it? nothing. i had nothing to talk about.
for i writer whose work got published on a cheesy *sorry* high school lit folio i must suck. i haven't written a decent poem in months *yes months, not years*. what the heck is happening to me anyways? maybe it's the christmas season without the christmas spirit. plus all the pressure i got last term. sucks.
i have a headache now. i need to sleep. but when i lay down on my bed i can't go to sleep. there terribly must be something wrong with me.
lust.
something that's been playing in my mind for a couple of months now. nah don't worry i'm not getting laid anytime soon. :p
passion.
i'm looking for my passion. aside from a bunch of other things i'm looking for..
compassion.
does anyone honestly have compassion nowadays?
regret.
no time for that now.i still stand by my word that i'm gonna change for the better.
hope.
one thing i need more of. and sunshine. :p
God.
He's there. watching. waiting. like i am. i'm still counting on what you said, dude.
*rubs her eyes*
Gebo, Sowelu, Laguz.
i need to sleep.
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