i hate this.
~* music: kiss the rain~* mood: naiinis. sobra
the algocom final exam was hard. i'm sure i flunked it. grr. appsdev was fun! i think we all got a high grade for that. :D at least that's one thing to be happy about. i'm glad i got to hang with the gang today. i miss them a lot not just cuz we didn't see each other for two days but because we've been too stressed to really have fun, you know?
anyway.
right now i'm...kinda...feeling really bad cuz of some things that...well...how could i put it? demons coming back to haunt me. yeah. there are some things i have to face and right now it feels so fucking annoying that i have to do this right now when it's the fucking term break and i wanna rest but i can't cuz there's much to do yet. yes. grr. i just wanna hit someone hard right now. or cry. just cry until it hurts, you know? :( i hate this. i really fucking hate this. i hate it when you have no other fucking choice but to face the damn thing and get it over with. i hate having to face all the consequences of the wrong choices i made. I HATE NOT GETTING WHAT I WANT CUZ I MADE THE FUCKING WRONG CHOICES I DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE ANYWAY. punyeta!!! grr!! sobrang naiinis lang talaga ako. :(
i wanna go away. i wanna get away from all this. cuz i'm fucking tired. i just wanna start over, you know? but sometimes you can't. sometimes it's there and you can't fucking do anything about it anymore. grr.
:(
i think i need to sleep this off. :(
____
like fire and water
like the wind against the rain
freefalling and turning, twisting
in this storm of love and hate.
i'm lost and i can't get through
i'm lost and all i wanna do
is hold on to you.
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