Saturday, July 09, 2005

how far could i go?

i can't stop thinking. i'm in a limbo even at the thought of it. i know better but sometimes what i know and what is right isn't enough. i'm trying so hard to get rid of the feeling. just like before it ain't enough. it is never enough to forget it for a while. it'll always come back unless you do something to make it permanently go away.

i'm lost in my thoughts, lost in the storm that became my blanket every night when i sleep. and i dreamt of you, haunting dreams that won't keep you away from me.

i am in a place i do not recognize. i want to get out.

but sometimes even memories can seduce you into staying where you are.